Saturday, December 27, 2008

birthday


so I had a good birthday!
not so sure how I feel about being 23, but oh well.
lots of lovely birthday wishes, thank you very much all of you :)

my mom made me a red velvet cake, which I'd never had before but it was sooo good (not to mention- pretty) and I had shrimp cocktail all day long! plus I got to use my great-grandmother's Depression-ware glass plates and goblets (didn't get pics of those) from the 1920s/30s. I got some bad cell phone pics, maybe I'll post more later.
hope you all had a good holiday!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Friday, December 19, 2008



Loved it.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

the most amazing news....


I just found out I got a ticket to Obama's Inauguration!!!!!!!!

Monday, December 15, 2008

just, wow


I recently fell in love with NPR's This American Life on a very long trip home from NYC. My fav. program was "20 Acts in 60 Minutes" - you must go look it up. (It's on iTunes.)

Well I subscribed to the podcast today at work and was treated to another amazing program, entitled "Heresy" - about Rev. Carlton Pearson. here's some info. If you go to iTunes now you can get it as a free podcast, and you will cry, it's so moving.



The story of Reverend Carlton Pearson, a renowned evangelical pastor in Tulsa, Oklahoma, who cast aside the idea of Hell, and with it everything he'd worked for over his entire life.

Prologue.

Carlton Pearson's church, Higher Dimensions, was once one of the biggest in the city, drawing crowds of 5,000 people every Sunday. But several years ago, scandal engulfed the reverend. He didn't have an affair. He didn't embezzle lots of money. His sin was something that to a lot of people is far worse: He stopped believing in Hell. (2 minutes)

Act One. Rise.

Reporter Russell Cobb takes us through the remarkable and meteoric rise of Carlton Pearson from a young man to a Pentecostal Bishop: from the moment he first cast the devil out of his 17-year-old girlfriend, to the days when he had a close, personal relationship with Oral Roberts and had appearances on TV and at the White House. Just as Reverend Pearson's career peaked, with more than 5,000 members of his congregation coming every week, he started to think about Hell, wondering if a loving God would really condemn most of the human race to burn and writhe in the fire of Hell for eternity. (30 minutes)

Act Two. Fall.

Once he starts preaching his own revelation, Carlton Pearson's church falls apart. After all, when there's no Hell (as the logic goes), you don't really need to believe in Jesus to be saved from it. What follows are the swift departures of his pastors, and an exodus from his congregation—which quickly dwindled to a few hundred people. Donations drop off too, but just as things start looking bleakest, new kinds of people, curious about his change in beliefs, start showing up on Sunday mornings. (23 minutes)

Postscript: Carlton Pearson renamed his church after the story was produced: It is now called New Dimensions.

If you don't have time to listen to it all, read the dateline interview. Sums it all up perfectly.

Let me just say I can't stand televangelists and religion. I'm sure you know what I mean, with all their scandals and whatever. But listening to this guy, he really means it, You can tell. He seems like a good guy witha good heart and the best of intentions. By no means am I about to go out and join his church, but I appreciate the humanity of his story. I feel for him.

If you get the podcast, let me know your thoughts. You won't be sorry.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

a song for the day December 27 (and possibly January 27).

Please don't be technology
Cause I can't turn off your love
Like some cold machine

Don't feed me scraps from your bed
And I won't be the stray coming back
Just to be fed

Don't be waves
Come to seal my fate, marine
Just pretend
That you want me
And be my babe

Don't be that note I can't hold
Don't be that joke that I told
And told
Till it got old
Don't be that hand around my throat
So I can't breathe
You say you're my friend
But why won't you be my family?

Well, if you breed
Just don't tell me


Be my serene
Tell me you know what I mean
You've set on me but you are not the sun
And you will not listen

Saturday, December 13, 2008



in others news: I just applied to grad school.

Sunday, December 07, 2008

lately....

I've been so busy. Generally, I really like being busy. But this past week was.... a Week. Gallery 51 had its winter exhibition opening on the 4th, and the days before that I was busy installing it. Installation is something I really like, so it was good, but I was so tired every night afterwards. But the gallery and show looks sooooo good so it was worth it.

Then on Friday I had to drive to Boston to get my visa for next semester. It was definitely an ordeal that I don't want to talk about! If you know anything about that city, you know that the streets are confusing and don't go where they're supposed to go and sometimes change names without reason. But I got the visa, after much trial and tribulation. Ha. While I was in Boston, I got to see one of my oldest and best friends, Jeffrey. Wow, I can't believe it's been almost 7 years since we met and became bffs/moviebuddies. We haven't seen eachother in a long time though bc he is going to school in Boston and doesn't come home that much (I can't blame him!), and I never have time go out out there. It was so great to walk around and catch up for a few hours. I'm so glad. I took a few pics, he took way more that I haven't seen yet, but here are mine.





a fountain by the statehouse




coffee talk & photos

the federal reserve building where I got my visa

the statehouse

Gallery 51, window



Shannon Donovan's Loaves & Lozenges and Round Water series

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

See more Jack Black videos at Funny or Die

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Do you ever wish there was a such thing as Lacuna, Inc.?



I do.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Peace Corps

I'm going to do it.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Thursday, November 06, 2008
















I found some old photographs I had taken for a class in 2005 today. As I looked over them, I was thrown back in a wave of nostalgia about my life at that time. At first I remembered the fun I had taking these photographs with my boyfriend at the time and a good friend, who were also taking the class. We groaned and procrastinated doing each assignment at the time, but looking back, these are some really great memories. Taking photos by candlelight late at night, or driving up the canyon one day. Then I remembered that entire semester. It was such a highpoint in my life, I had the world at my feet.



In class the other day we got talking about the last time we each felt truly alive. For me, the last time was in March when I was at a villa in Tivoli, Italy. I was outside in the gardens and leaned over the stone wall to look over the countryside. There was a light breeze and I just was so happy to be in one of the most beautiful places on earth.



The other time was in 2005 (do I talk about that year a lot?) when I saw The Used in SLC. I was near the front of the crowd, a rough place to be. I was getting pushed and shoved the whole time but I was with a new boyfriend who held my hand. The music was amazing live. It was an engulfing experience.

There are a few other times of course that I felt alive. What about you?






Sunday, November 02, 2008

words from 20 years ago still ring true

I can't believe the news today
Oh, I can't close my eyes and make it go away
How long, how long must we sing this song?
How long, how long
Cause tonight
We can be as one tonight

And it's true we are immune
When fact is fiction and TV reality
And today the millions cry
We eat and drink while tomorrow they die

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Prop 8

I'm sorry, I have to say something.

Voting Yes on 8 is discrimination. Pure and simple.

I saw this somewhere and it is completely ridiculous.


  • The people's vote should stand. It is our constitutional right to vote in this country and when 61% of voters in a state make a decision, it should stand. How can four judges be able to speak for all of the people in the state?
The people will decide. We will see what happens...
  • There really is nothing to be gained for same-sex couples in the state. Same-sex couples already have all of the same rights as married couples in the state of California. If proposition 8 is not passed, it will allow same-sex couples to infringe on the religious belief and rights we have as U.S. citizens.
There is also nothing to be lost. Same-sex couples are also US citizens who currently do not have all the rights you have. That is not fair. Once upon a time, women and african-americans did not have all the rights as everyone else. There were plenty of outspoken protestors on those issues, too.

Also, how does a same-sex marriage infringe upon your religion? If you don't believe in it, don't practice it! Don't you infringe on their beliefs!

Same sex marriage will not affect your own marriage in any way, either.
  • Our children's education will be changed. If the court ruling stands, public schools in the state of California will be obligated to teach about same-sex relationships in a public sector. I believe that it is a private matter between child and parent to explain such a moral and tender issue.
Please. This doesn't change anything. It is happening already.
  • Sociological studies have shown that in countries where same-sex relationships are recognized, birth rates decrease. This may not sound so bad to some, but with a national birth rate of 2.1 we are at risk to suffer from the consequences of a decline in population. This has many negative effects in the long term for our country. Effects that they are living with currently in countries in Europe where the elderly population outnumbers the youth. We don't need any more excuses in our life for not being married and/or not having children in this country.
"We don't need any more excuses in our life for not being married and/or not having children in this country." What??

The issue is that people WANT to get married. Wanting to get married is why this is all happening. And many same-sex couples adopt children who would not have a stable, loving home otherwise. That is not wrong. Again, a same-sex marriage does not stop you from getting married or having children. It does not stop anyone.
  • If we allow same-sex marriages, it opens the doors for other extremists to push the envelope of what is marriage. Should we allow children to be married to adults? Should we allow polygamy? Should we allow incest? Marriage itself is not a right in this country, it is a privilege granted to couples based on established criteria. It is not everyone's right to marry however they please.
Now you are just being ridiculous. I can't even express how insane those inflammatory statements are! It is a person's right to marry another adult whom they love. Making a commitment like that is huge, no matter who it is. Who are you to decide what is a privilege and who deserves it?

Yes on Prop 8 is plain, old-fashioned discrimination. I recently read that the LDS church is behind 77% of the funding against Prop 8. That just makes me sick and I am ashamed to ever have once been associated with an organization that would do something so hateful. How quick they are to forget how they were once presecuted and discriminated against for what they believed in. They were not allowed basic rights that other US citizens were. "Judge not" is a oft-used quote by LDS members, but what are they doing? Judging how someone lives their life. It is completely hypocritical. Please do not impose your beliefs on others. It is wrong. You may not agree with how someone lives their life, but do not actively campaign against them!

Finding someone you can love is hard enough in this world. Do not try to take that away from those who have found it, no matter what you feel. Let them live. Let them be a US citizen with all rights in place. Marriage is a right for everyone.

If you cannot vote against Prop 8, then don't vote for it at all. Stay out of it. Vote for the president - which is a far more relevant and pressing issue. Please. Hate is wrong and so is voting Yes on 8.

Gallery51 Opening!

So why'd you have to go?
Is there something I could say
To make you turn around?
'Cause nights like these
I wish I'd said don't go
Is there anybody there?
Can anybody help to get me out of here?
'Cause you're walking down a road that I can't go

Monday, October 27, 2008

playlist & such

playlist for the past month

*float - flogging molly
*calling - taproot
*if you wanted a song written about you, all you had to do was ask - mayday parade
*spin - revis
*your wall - revis
*re-education through labor - rise against
*asleep at the wheel - the cinematics



I've been incredibly busy. MCLA's mainstage production just got done playing, and I've been wrapped up in that - doing costumes and such. it was fun but I'm glad it's over. Also, last week I went to NYC to pick up artwork for the next Gallery 51 show - "Beyond the Curtain" - work from Broadway productions. Then this week we are installing the show, which opens this Thursday. I'll post the announcement later. I also made the Alpha Chi honors society and had my art show.

I'm so excited to vote. that will be a very tense day for me. I hope to god Obama wins. Experts say he will, but it's not over til it's over. Honestly, I do not understand WHY anyone would go for McCain and his running mate. I don't want to get into it but it boggles my mind! Also, if you are in California, vote No on 8. If you are in Mass, vote No on 1, Yes on 2 and Yes on 3. Make a change, for the better! Let all people be happy and have rights. Taking them away legally is not stopping anything. It will still happen whether you want it to or not. If it's illegal, you will just be making them even more unhappy and causing them them more pain by voting that way. So, please, support equality... for everyone -- no matter what they do recreationally or who they love.

I'm holding on til January 27.
:)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

this makes me like the Obamas even more now!!!



Milan’s Top Looks
The Comme des Garçons for H&M Look Book
Michelle Obama Chooses Fast Fashion
10/1/08 at 3:25 PM

Photo: Getty Images

Spotted: Michelle Obama wearing an H&M dress! BlackBook reports Obama wore the "Narciso Rodriguez–esque" dress while campaigning in Detroit, Michigan. Her sartorial choice was likely made in keeping with the current economic spirit as many might not find it prudent for our potential First Ladies to run around in designer outfits that cost $313,000. In other ironic words — as much as a house. We've also heard rumors that Michelle has shied away from appearing in luxury fashion magazines because she doesn't want to be photographed in outlandishly priced outfits. She also insisted on wearing her own clothes for her October More cover. Indeed, Michelle's remained committed to keeping her wardrobe down-to-earth throughout the campaign. This perhaps first created a media frenzy when she wore a dress from White House Black Market on The View. That dress began selling out instantly. So maybe pictures from this rally will help H&M out a little bit. Their stock ain't doing so well these days.

Now if only Michelle would be our best girlfriend for a couple of hours when we wait on line for H&M's Comme des Garçons collection to go on sale. We can drink hot chocolate and giggle together for the cameras! With our "Change" buttons on, obvi.

Michelle Obama Endorses Fast Fashion [BlackBook]
By: Amy Odell



In stark contrast to this:


The expenses were found in the RNC’s September monthly financial disclosure report under “itemized coordinated expenditures.”

It’s a report that typically records expenses for direct mail, telephone calls and advertising. But, as of September, there was a new category of spending, “campaign accessories.”

Here's a example of the money the Republicans spent on Sarah Palin since her VP nom. in August:

Saks Fifth Avenue (St. Louis and New York): $49,425.74.

Neiman Marcus (Minneapolis): $75,062.63

The RNC also spent $4,716.49 on hair and makeup through September - after reporting no such costs in August.


A spokeswoman for the Republican party declined to answer specific questions about the shopping tab, including whether it was necessary to spend that much and if shopping for the vice presidential nominee was ongoing.

The only reply they would give was, “The campaign does not comment on strategic decisions regarding how financial resources available to the campaign are spent."

A review of similar records for the campaign of Democrat Barack Obama and the Democratic National Committee turned up no similar spending.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

does anyone else remember this??




I LOVE this commercial! It's like a movie, I love it.

Friday, October 10, 2008

I am in North Adams Open Studios

NORTH ADAMS OPEN STUDIOS
October 18 & 19, 2008
Saturday & Sunday, 10 a.m. - 6 p.m.

North Adams will be alive with art. Downtown and nearby locations will host a multitude of the area's most talented, inspired, and accomplished artists.The city of North Adams will provide its antique trolley to shuttle peoplefrom location to location and MASS MoCA will provide free passes that may be acquired at all of the Open Studios locations.The Eclipse Mill, NoAMA Mill (located across from the Eclipse Mill on Route2), Windsor Mill, and Beaver Mill will showcase artists, as will the North Adams Cooperative Gallery, IO-Gallery, Gallery 51, Kolok Gallery, and other DownStreetArt.org participating galleries & businesses. For more information, and online representation of some of the works to be on display, visit NorthAdamsOpenStudios.com.


In celebration of the new art major at Massachusetts College of Liberal Arts, MCLA Gallery 51 will present “Passages and People: Work by MCLA Students,” in one of the Holden Street Annex Galleries as part of North Adams Open Studios, Oct. 18-19.“Passages and People: Work by MCLA Students” features the work of current MCLA students Jamal Ahamad ’11, Jordan Pagan ’09 and Natalie Tottenham ’10. Also expected to exhibit is former student Aaron Andrews ’08.

“These students make time during their busy college lives to create art that is not for a class or an assignment, but driven by their own need to make what’s in their imagination come to life,” said Melanie Mowinski, assistant professor of visual art at MCLA. “Sometimes it’s a realistic portrait of a friend, other times it’s a funked-up illustration of a family member. Students also experiment with mixed-media and collage, seeking artist mentors in the community.”

According to Mowinski, Pagan’s work features a technique learned from North Adams artist Debi Pendell, and Tottenham entered work that she completed while studying abroad this summer in France.

MCLA Gallery 51 Annex is on Holden Street in North Adams. It will be open in conjunction with North Adams Open Studios, Saturday and Sunday, Oct. 18-19, from 10 a.m. to 6 p.m.

Monday, October 06, 2008

This Sunday - Oct 12

Road Trip to New Hampshire
with
North Adams Artists for Obama

Sunday, October 12

leaving from Cup & Saucer at 9 am
to register, please email Jonathan Secor at jdsecor@hotmail.com
Come with us to campaign in this all-important state! This is a very important election and we need your help to bring the change the country needs!!

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Saturday, September 27, 2008

hypermilling

my mom forwards me all kinds of links on my email, about everything that she thinks is interesting or could help me. it's so funny. My grandmother (her mother) used to tape segments of tv shows like Oprah and send them in the mail to her, and she used roll her eyes about it! now she kind of does the same thing, only in an updated, 21st-century form. I love it.

anyway, a few months ago, when we were deep in the gas crisis, my mom forwarded me something that has kind of got an underground following - hypermilling. I had never heard of it before. It's a set of driving techniques to save on gas, and they really work.

It's all about using hills for coasting to your advantage and stuff like that. Some of them can be dangerous, though (FYI), like turning off your engine when stopping at red lights and tailgaiting semi trucks on the freeways because their large size cuts wind resistance for your car, causing less gas needed to propel it along. The hardcore hypermillers actually go into their cars and put stuff into their engines. It's crazy. You can Google it, really, but I will share with you, my friends, my knowledge.

Some things that I can remember are (and what I've learned myself):

1.) Don't Brake!

Brakes are gas-wasters. Yes, they are there to save your life if you need to stop or avoid something suddenly, but other than that, they WASTE GAS! Your car will slow down if you stop pressing the gas pedal - USE that to your advantage. Look to see what's coming ahead of you, especially if you know your route. If you drive the same way to work every morning, you know where the stop lights are, so be smart about that. Stop pressing the gas as soon as you get the red light in sight. Most people keep going with the gas pedal and only hit the brakes at the last minute, about 15-20 feet before they have to stop - waste of gas! You have to slow down anyway, so if you let up on the gas way in advance and avoid using the brakes until you absolutely have to - to not hit someone, it really does save gas.

Same goes for stop signs and any other time where you know you have to stop. Hypermilling sites recommend timing your commute to hit all the green lights but that's too complicated for me. But I do know where the longest stop lights are in town are and avoid them as much as possible. The longer your car idles... you guessed it... more gas is burned.


2.) Don't press the gas pedal that much

In line with that thought, most people are in the habit of just pressing on the gas pedal the whole time you are driving, unless it's time to stop. Zooooooom-STOP-Zoooooooom-STOP... etc. Well, This next trick takes some getting used to. Your car will keep going at the same speed for several seconds if you let up off the gas.... newer cars go for longer than older ones. So, with that in mind, let up off the gas every few seconds. Go until you start to slow down below the speed limit. Be careful that when you press the gas again, that you are very gentle - you don't want to come down heavily with your foot and zoom forward, wasting gas and defeating your purpose. I guess it helps if you know how to drive a stick shift, you know the motions of fluidity with the pedals.

Anyway, driving this way can be kind of annoying, but trust me, it is worth it. and you will get used to it.


3.) Hills are your friend

Hypermillers call them "road-candy." Where I live there are a lot of hills, and it helps. You can coast for a long time if you get a good enough start up the hill, and there's no traffic slowing you down in front of you (which is a big problem - we get EXTREMELY slow drivers who go 10 miles below the speed limit - it kills me).


4.) Go the speed limit

This one pains me to no end, and I don't know how much I believe it. I speed. I love it. I do it unconsciously and have a great need for speed. My Alpha Phis know this about me all too well. Anyway, the theory on this one is that it takes less gas to go slow and more to go faster. MY theory is that the faster you go, the less time it takes for you to get where you're going, and your engine is running for less time overall, therefore consuming less gas as a whole.

but the Technique #2 as described above has helped me to slow down a bit.


Ok, that's all I've got for now, there's a LOT of other things you can do. But let me tell you, I have saved a lot of gas. I notice a big difference. Everytime I fill my tank, I reset my odometer to "0" on one of the trip settings to see how many miles I can get out of a total tank (until the Empty light comes on). An average mile amount for me is about 275... but I recently got 285 miles... that's 10 more miles! That's several trips from work, school and home for me. Once, when I wasn't careful, I only got about 175 miles from a whole tank - that's HORRIBLE!! I'm soembarrassed about how wasteful I was. So now you see.

Let me know if this works for you, I'm interested in other people's experiments in this!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Playlist Sept. 08

* LES Artistes - Santogold
* Starstruck - Santogold
* The Feel Good Drag - Anberlin
* Undead - Hollywood Undead
* All I Want - Toad the Wet Sprocket
* Let It Die - Food Fighters
* Bullet Proof Skin - Institute
* Sing the Sorrow (album) - AFI

Monday, September 15, 2008

tough love

I got some tough love the other day. it was hard.

I've gotten in the habit of just writing whatever I think and feel on this page, and also I thought that no one reads it. I guess that's not true! So, I apologize for that. I'll save it for a diary!

I've been meaning to get back to posting my Top 10 lists and my Playlists. more on that later.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

recommendations

hello.
I've been thinking a lot about this subject lately, as I've had to ask several people to write me recommendations for my study-abroad application. I hate having to ask people for them, really. It's really asking them to write nice things about me, and I don't like it because I feel like I am fishing for compliments. I wonder if anyone has ever read a recommendation that says, "I think this person is great but I don't think they're right for this position"? You might get that when you put someone down for a reference but not a recommendation ... And it's awkward when I get turned down... which has happened a few times for this application. (Though I have learned the situation is generally as awkward as you make it.) I didn't mind asking my high school teachers for recommendations for my college applications. This time it's been stressful for me but it's done now.... and now I just have to wait.... I feel as though I've spent most of my life waiting....

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I couldn't have said it better myself




I am really scared for this election.... Obama is what we need and can do wonderful things...

McCain is so shady and the person he chose as VP was clearly done for publicity. She's all over shows like Entertainment Tonight and magazines like US Weekly and People.

I'm sorry, I do not want an overnight media sensation to win the ticket.

And I do not want this woman, who prides herself on being a mother, to lead the country. She exposed her own daughter to the mediahounds when there was clearly no need.... it should be private family business. What kind of mother does that? She should protect her underage daughter who got herself in trouble, not share it with the world. It's deplorable.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I just have one thing to say

if you read this blog, great. thanks! but if you have something to say about what I post on here, be an adult and talk to me about it, not my mother. I myself am an adult who can handle what you may have say, and you do not need to tattle. If you do feel that need, stop reading! and do not create more problems for me. it's that simple.

Sunday, September 07, 2008

I love this song. The beat is different, and sort of catchy. But the lyrics really are great.

L.E.S. Artistes Santogold

What I'm searching for
to tell it straight, I'm tryin to build a wall
Walking by myself
down avenues that reek of time to kill
If you see me keep going
be a pass by waver
Build me up, bring me down
just leave me out you name dropper
Stop tryin to catch my eye
I see you good you forced faker
Just make it easy
You're my enemy you fast talker

Chorus:
I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for all the things that I believe

What am I here for
I left my home to disappear is all
I'm here for myself
Not to know you
I don't need no one else
Fit in so good the hope is that you cannot see me later
You don't know me I am an introvert an excavator
I'm duckin' out for now
a face in dodgy elevators
Creep up and suddenly
I found myself an innovator

Chorus

Change, change, change,
I want to get up out of my skin
tell you what if I can shake it
I'm 'a make this something worth dreaming of

Sometimes, karma really is a bitch


Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

here I go again

School starts tomorrow. And I guess I'm ready to hit the ground running. I think by the end of the week I will be taking over 20 credits. I have nothing to say about that other than I hope winter break comes quickly. Then, my life can start.

Tomorrow is going to be a difficult day. It will be the one-year anniversary of a friend's death. It feels like forever, but the pain feels like just yesterday. The events of this past year have been with me every day. In a month there will be another one-year anniversary. I can't believe it's been that long.

Edinburgh was really amazing for me. I knew I would have a good time, of course, but getting away, completely away really helped me and I do feel so much better (despite the previous 2 paragraphs). I saw and experienced so much that there is no photograph for. It's funny- all the best times I had no cameras were allowed (performances) or I was too busy. oh well. I have albums on my facebook, and I posted a video I made below.

I think about my times in Europe everyday. I am hoping so bad I can go back in the spring.

ok, sorry for this cliche-ridden entry! I'm too tired to be more original today.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

wow.


Beloit College Mindset List
A snapshot of the world view of the Class of 2012

(most incoming freshmen were born in 1990! holy snap I remember 1990 vividly!)


1. Harry Potter could be a classmate, playing on their Quidditch team.
2. Since they were in diapers, karaoke machines have been annoying people at parties.
3. They have always been looking for Carmen Sandiego.
4. GPS satellite navigation systems have always been available.
5. Coke and Pepsi have always used recycled plastic bottles.
6. Shampoo and conditioner have always been available in the same bottle.
7. Gas stations have never fixed flats, but most serve cappuccino.
8. Their parents may have dropped them in shock when they heard George Bush announce "tax revenue increases."
9. Electronic filing of tax returns has always been an option.
10. Girls in head scarves have always been part of the school fashion scene.
11. All have had a relative — or known about a friend's relative - who died comfortably at home with hospice.
12. As a precursor to "whatever," they have recognized that some people "just don't get it."
13. Universal Studios has always offered an alternative to Mickey in Orlando.
14. Grandma has always had wheels on her walker.
15. Martha Stewart Living has always been setting the style.
16. Haagen-Dazs ice cream has always come in quarts.
17. Club Med resorts have always been places to take the whole family.
18. WWW has never stood for World Wide Wrestling.
19. Films have never been X rated, only NC-17.
20. The Warsaw Pact is as hazy for them as the League of Nations was for their parents.
21. Students have always been "Rocking the Vote."
22. Clarence Thomas has always sat on the Supreme Court.
23. Schools have always been concerned about multiculturalism.
24. We have always known that "All I Ever Really Needed to Know I Learned in Kindergarten."
25. There have always been gay rabbis.
26. Wayne Newton has never had a mustache.
27. College grads have always been able to Teach for America.
28. IBM has never made typewriters.
29. Roseanne Barr has never been invited to sing the National Anthem again.
30. McDonald's and Burger King have always used vegetable oil for cooking french fries.
31. They have never been able to color a tree using a raw umber Crayola.
32. There has always been Pearl Jam.
33. The Tonight Show has always been hosted by Jay Leno and started at 11:35 EST.
34. Pee-Wee has never been in his playhouse during the day.
35. They never tasted Benefit Cereal with psyllium.
36. They may have been given a Nintendo Game Boy to play with in the crib.
37. Authorities have always been building a wall across the Mexican border.
38. Lenin's name has never been on a major city in Russia.
39. Employers have always been able to do credit checks on employees.
40. Balsamic vinegar has always been available in the U.S.
41. Macaulay Culkin has always been "Home Alone."
42. Their parents may have watched "The American Gladiators" on TV the day they were born.
43. Personal privacy has always been threatened.
44. Caller ID has always been available on phones.
45. Living wills have always been asked for at hospital check-ins.
46. The Green Bay Packers (almost) always had the same starting quarterback.
47. They never heard an attendant ask "Want me to check under the hood?"
48. Iced tea has always come in cans and bottles.
49. Soft drink refills have always been free.
50. They have never known life without Seinfeld references from a show about "nothing."
51. The Windows 3.0 operating system made IBM PCs user-friendly the year they were born.
52. Moscow residents have always been able to buy Big Macs.
53. The Royal New Zealand Navy has never been permitted a daily ration of rum.
54. The Hubble Space Telescope has always been eavesdropping on the heavens.
55. 98.6 F or otherwise has always been confirmed in the ear.
56. Michael Milken has always been a philanthropist promoting prostate cancer research.
57. Offshore oil drilling in the United States has always been prohibited.
58. Radio stations have never been required to present both sides of public issues.
59. There have always been charter schools.
60. Students always had Goosebumps.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Six Feet Under

I just finished watching the entire HBO series Six Feet Under. The final episode, in the last 6 minutes, made me cry. I love this show. I can't express that enough, I'm sad there were only 5 seasons. It's about a family who owns a funeral home, but it's not really about death, it's about their lives. A lot of it I could relate to, because a lot of crazy drama you can hardly believe happens in that show, and a lot of crazy drama you can hardly believe happened to me in the last 2 years. Anyway, it's also really funny! It has such a great sense of humor. I suggest putting the pilot episode on your netflix or whatever and you will get addicted. Here's a clip from my favorite scene in the show (besides the last episode). It's a funny one, enjoy.





and an hbo thing

Friday, August 08, 2008

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

sooo

summer is almost over, oh snap.... have you ever realized how much fun saying the word "snap" is? try it out! my favorite thing to say is "Holy Snap." it just rolls off the tongue in such a delightful way. seriously. I dare you to take the challenge.

I really am so tired I feel like I am going to faint. but I won't.... I never do. I think it's a subconscious thing, refusing to faint. Some people are just swooners, I'm not. It would be great if I could let myself pass out, bc then I could go home for the rest of the day, but as much as I want to I just can't let myself. I mean, of course I've passed out from consuming too many substances, but naturally just fainting.... nope!

I'm going to Scotland in exactly 2 weeks! I'm really excited, to be in a new country, to see all the famous & innovative performances at the festivals. but also nervous- I will be going with my boss, who is heading the trip, and he always makes me feel like I am never doing enough. Also, I hardly know anyone else on the trip... so it could be good or bad. I didn't know anyone when I went to Italy but I made friends quickly... so hopefully it will be like that. And did you know that the UK pound is worth 2 American dollars?? it's worse than the Euro (which equals about 1.60 American dollars), it's double! well I don't plan on coming back with a whole bunch of stuff... but I would like a little memento or three (ha). I'll work it out.

ummm I've been listening to Tool, and A Perfect Circle (Tool's lead singer's side band), almost nonstop lately. Their music is f-ing brilliant and I can't get enough. I listened to Tool almost everyday when I was a senior in HS... and now I'm in love again. A Perfect Circle has more radio-friendly songs, but is just as amazing as Tool. It's the lyrics that are so deep. They're about life, mortality, addiction, and death (but it's not morbid... at least not to me). So if you are looking for some new music that will blow your mind, here's a starter playlist:

Schism - Tool
Right In Two - Tool
H. - Tool
Parabola - Tool

Pet - A Perfect Circle
Judith - A Perfect Circle
Passive - A Perfect Circle
The Outsider - A Perfect Circle


yeah.... so this a random, hodgepodge entry.... enjoy. lol.

Friday, August 01, 2008

oh, lately

so I thought I'd actually write something instead of just posting announcements for openings and song lyrics. hmmm G51's Mapping the Invisible opening was good! it's a beautiful show. But for the first hour I got stuck sitting at another DSA gallery down the street, which was also having an opening at the same time. I was instructed to count visitors (easy enough, except when they came in the back door) and hand out cards for the G51 show and direct them there. Well, that wasn't as easy. These "visitors" were interns here for the summer installing a special exhibition at the contemporary art museum, and they are from places like NYC and Yale Art school. Do you have a picture in your head yet? They are all such hipsters, with their skinny jeans worn under dresses, with ballet flats or Chucks. or skinny jeans and ironic, old tshirts 3 sizes too small for them. have you ever seen that Mastercard commercial where this guy is in a car on the way to a show, and the announcer is telling you how much his "vintage" clothes cost (hundreds of dollars), all to look like he didn't care and just rolled out of bed?? here it is.




anyway, that's how they all looked, not that I mind that much, but they were also terribly too cool to speak to the attendant. I was also fine with that, because in real NYC galleries, the attendant basically ignores you unless you go out of your way to ask them a question. So I was very professional, right? Well my boss wanted me to talk, a daunting task. these interns were engrossed with themselves and their Pabst Blue Ribbons. ugh. whatever, after an hour I was permitted to go back to homebase and enjoy the real show with my friends. hooray!

I can't believe it is August already. Where did my summer go?? I spent it at work. A break seems like a dream.

Kolok Gallery Opening - Katrina M. d'Autremont



Opening is this Saturday, August 2, from 6 - 8 pm.

Born in Denver to an American father and an Argentine mother, Katrina Marcelle d'Autremont moves between two continents, locates home amid two cultures. Katrina seeks the familiar in the foreign, the transcendent in the immanent. Family, houses, and interiority animate her work. Investigating the relationship between people and place, she traces the formation and elaboration of identity.

Kolok Gallery represents and exhibits artwork by emerging and mid-career, nationally and internationally-based artists. Our goal is to form global relationships and collaborations with both local and international artists, art collectors and arts organizations.
http://www.kolokgallery.com/ 121 Union Street, North Adams, MA 01247

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Gallery 51 Opening Reception - Mapping the Invisible

Melissa Lille (left) and Joshua Field (right)

Opening Reception: July 31st, 6-8 pm
July 31 st to Sept 21st
This exhibition features recent works by Field and Lillie. Both artists use personal visual languages to portray dream-like worlds that seem at once familiar and unnatural. Field's narrative paintings use symbolic imagery to explore personal mythology and Lillie's colorful, lyrical work draws inspiration from the natural works; macroscopic and microscopic,internal and external.


This is an AWESOME show, one of the best in a while. Come to the opening, we've been working hard on it!!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

this was amazing to read!


(Mental Floss) -- Here are 15 things everyone should know about Fred Rogers:

Every one of Mr. Roger's cardigan sweaters was hand-knitted by Fred Rogers' mother.

1. Even Koko the Gorilla loved him. Most people have heard of Koko, the Stanford-educated gorilla who could speak about 1000 words in American Sign Language, and understand about 2000 in English.
What most people don't know, however, is that Koko was an avid Mister Rogers' Neighborhood fan. As Esquire reported, when Fred Rogers took a trip out to meet Koko for his show, not only did she immediately wrap her arms around him and embrace him, she did what she'd always seen him do onscreen: she proceeded to take his shoes off!



2. He made thieves think twice. According to a TV Guide piece on him, Fred Rogers drove a plain old Impala for years. One day, however, the car was stolen from the street near the TV station. When Rogers filed a police report, the story was picked up by every newspaper, radio and media outlet around town.
Amazingly, within 48 hours the car was left in the exact spot where it was taken from, with an apology on the dashboard. It read, "If we'd known it was yours, we never would have taken it."



3. He watched his figure to the pound. In covering Rogers' daily routine (waking up at 5 a.m.; praying for a few hours for all of his friends and family; studying; writing, making calls and reaching out to every fan who took the time to write him; going for a morning swim; getting on a scale; then really starting his day), writer Tom Junod explained that Mr. Rogers weighed in at exactly 143 pounds every day for the last 30 years of his life.
He didn't smoke, didn't drink, didn't eat the flesh of any animals, and was extremely disciplined in his daily routine. And while I'm not sure if any of that was because he'd mostly grown up a chubby, single child, Junod points out that Rogers found beauty in the number 143.
According to the piece, Rogers came "to see that number as a gift... because, as he says, "the number 143 means 'I love you.' It takes one letter to say 'I' and four letters to say 'love' and three letters to say 'you.' One hundred and forty-three."



4. He saved both public television and the VCR. Strange but true. When the government wanted to cut public television funds in 1969, the relatively unknown Mister Rogers went to Washington.
Almost straight out of a Frank Capra film, his 5-6 minute testimony on how TV had the potential to give kids hope and create more productive citizens was so simple but passionate that even the most gruff politicians were charmed. While the budget should have been cut, the funding instead jumped from $9 to $22 million.
Rogers also spoke to Congress, and swayed senators into voting to allow VCR's to record television shows from the home. It was a cantankerous debate at the time, but his argument was that recording a program like his allowed working parents to sit down with their children and watch shows as a family.



5. He might have been the most tolerant American ever. Mister Rogers seems to have been almost exactly the same off-screen as he was onscreen. As an ordained Presbyterian minister, and a man of tremendous faith, Mister Rogers preached tolerance first.
Whenever he was asked to castigate non-Christians or gays for their differing beliefs, he would instead face them and say, with sincerity, "God loves you just the way you are." Often this provoked ire from fundamentalists.



6. He was genuinely curious about others. Mister Rogers was known as one of the toughest interviews because he'd often befriend reporters, asking them tons of questions, taking pictures of them, compiling an album for them at the end of their time together, and calling them after to check in on them and hear about their families. He wasn't concerned with himself, and genuinely loved hearing the life stories of others.
And it wasn't just with reporters. Once, on a fancy trip up to a PBS exec's house, he heard the limo driver was going to wait outside for 2 hours, so he insisted the driver come in and join them (which flustered the host).
On the way back, Rogers sat up front, and when he learned that they were passing the driver's home on the way, he asked if they could stop in to meet his family. According to the driver, it was one of the best nights of his life. the house supposedly lit up when Rogers arrived, and he played jazz piano and bantered with them late into the night. Further, like with the reporters, Rogers sent him notes and kept in touch with the driver for the rest of his life.



7. He was color-blind. Literally. He couldn't see the color blue. Of course, he was also figuratively color-blind, as you probably guessed. As were his parents, who took in a black foster child when Rogers was growing up.


8. He could make a subway car full of strangers sing. Once while rushing to a New York meeting, there were no cabs available, so Rogers and one of his colleagues hopped on the subway. Esquire reported that the car was filled with people, and they assumed they wouldn't be noticed.
But when the crowd spotted Rogers, they all simultaneously burst into song, chanting "It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood." The result made Rogers smile wide.


9. He got into TV because he hated TV. The first time he turned one on, he saw people angrily throwing pies in each other's faces. He immediately vowed to use the medium for better than that. Over the years he covered topics as varied as why kids shouldn't be scared of a haircut, or the bathroom drain (because you won't fit!), to divorce and war.


10. He was an Ivy League dropout. Rogers moved from Dartmouth to Rollins College to pursue his studies in music.


11. He composed all the songs on the show, and over 200 tunes.


12. He was a perfectionist, and disliked ad libbing. He felt he owed it to children to make sure every word on his show was thought out.


13. Michael Keaton got his start on the show as an assistant. He helped puppeteer and operate the trolley.


14. Several characters on the show are named for his family. Queen Sara is named after Rogers' wife, and the postman Mr. McFeely is named for his maternal grandfather who always talked to him like an adult, and reminded young Fred that he made every day special just by being himself. Sound familiar? It was the same way Mister Rogers closed every show.


15. The sweaters. Every one of the cardigans he wore on the show had been hand-knit by his mother.


Sunday, July 27, 2008

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
You can't change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?

I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
Just try and love me if you can
Are you man enough to be my man?

When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Would you be man enough to be my man?

Thursday, July 24, 2008

I've been a bad bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can


Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence
At hand
But I keep livin' this day like
The next will never come


nothing's happened yet but I feel like it's inevitable....

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

a little self indulgence! (sorry)

things I hate!!!:
slow drivers
people who don't use their turn signals
Vermont drivers
sirens
country music
humidity
winter
ice (ice cubes are ok, I mean on the ground)
North Adams
ovens
cliches
ignorance
homophobia
posers
being 2,000 miles away from the people I love
wedge heels
narrow-mindedness
lipgloss (sorry! wear lipstick! I don't want shiny, shiny lips!)
pink lipgloss
tans (esp. fake ones)
poor grammar (ex: your doesn't equal you're)
PTSD
lying
not taking responsibility
thinking you're a hotshit artist
cold

things I love!!!:

ART
collage
SHOES
a day off
my car
olives
Alpha Phi
Italy
Six Feet Under
New York City
my L.A.M.B. bags
my Chanel sunglasses
San Francisco
driving fast
Weeds
my phone
text messaging
the sun
heat
90's alt rock
peaches
loyalty
Fall 05 semester
340 South 500 West
red lipstick
Stila smudge pots eyeliner
Salt Lake City
notes
dresses
guitars
my kitties
Keep quiet, nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday.
So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down; I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

ok. who else is excited about this???

sadly, Dylan is not .


Shannen Doherty Returns to 90210


July 19, 2008
Brenda is back in her old zip code!
“Shannen Doherty will be returning to 90210,” Gabe Sachs, executive producer of the CW’s new spin-off, said during the Television Critics Association press tour in Beverly Hills on Saturday.
“Shannen is looking forward to returning to 90210,” Doherty’s rep tells PEOPLE exclusively.
Doherty, who played the twin sister to Jason Priestley’s character Brandon Walsh for four seasons of the original Beverly Hills, 90210, will return as Brenda Walsh when the new show premieres Sept. 2.
Now, Brenda will be a visiting drama teacher who directs a musical at West Beverly High School.
Jennie Garth was the first original 90210 cast member to reprise her role as Kelly Taylor, who will be a counselor who at West Beverly.
Earlier this month, Tori Spelling, who played Donna Martin in the original, was also announced as a returning cast member but said she would be unable to appear in the pilot of the spin-off after giving birth to her daughter in June.
“I’m looking forward to returning to 90210 in a later episode,” Spelling told PEOPLE earlier this month.
According to Sachs, original cast members won’t just have cameos. “They will be in multiple episodes,” he said at the TCA event. – Elaine Aradillasa and Mark Dagostino
Frederick M. Brown/Getty --- People.com

Sunday, July 13, 2008




does anyone remember this movie? I came across it randomly online. I watched it on tv when I was a little girl and really liked it, though it confused me. I haven't thought about it in years!




Monday, July 07, 2008

monday....

it's monday.... still working hard. my mother is home on vacation for 2 weeks, which gives her lots of free time to nag and try to get into my business. I can't wait til the 16th. the weather has been nice lately, but raining a lot. I guess it fits my mood. I thought summer would be simpler, like it has in the past, because I would just be working and not have to worry about school. well, being the assistant gallery manager for G51, it's crazy. stressful. I really do like it, but I am running around all over town all the time, and I work 7 days a week. But on the 16th I have a day off, all to myself. Some time to breathe!

so a lot is going on, mostly with DownStreet Art and Gallery 51.

Lumens is opening next Thursday, July 10 in the G51 Annex, 65 Main. check out www.greylockarts.net for more info. it looks like it will be really cool. youu should go, because I painted that floor. ha.

Thursday, July 03, 2008

do you want to be my boss?


Job Description :

GALLERY 51 MANAGER


- 20 hours/week/President’s Office: Reporting to the Director of Special Programs, the Gallery Manager will be responsible for all aspects of the operation and programming of MCLA’s Gallery 51 located at 51 Main Street, North Adams, MA, including reviewing prospective works of art, contacting and scheduling artists and preparing artist contracts. He/she will help to identify guest curators as well as personally curate and plan shows.


Installing and taking down exhibits, as well as the packing and shipping/returning art work are required. Other duties include maintenance of the membership list and artist database, and coordination for the design and printing of promotional materials and press releases.


This position will train MCLA student Gallery attendants on all Gallery procedures, including opening and closing, greeting visitors, handling art, installation of work, sales and shipping, as well as desk coverage scheduling, building relationships with artists and existing/potential customers, working collaboratively with MCLA faculty and staff, and creatively working to connect the Gallery to the greater North Adams/Berkshire County community and MCLA campus.


This position provides an opportunity to gain arts administration and art gallery retail experience, learn how to build relationships with artists and art patrons, participate in the planning and installation of shows and participate in community events.



Requirements :


Minimum of a Bachelor’s degree in an art related field or possess comparable job experience in the arts; should be responsible and reliable; be a team player; have the ability to multi-task and the ability to talk knowledgably about the artists and the art. Sales skills are desirable.


The success candidate must be able to interact with the public in a friendly and professional manner. Education experience desired; must be patient and have a willingness to teach and mentor students and interns working in the Gallery. Some computer skills required, including Word and Excel.


Starting August 4, 2008. Review of applications will begin immediately and continue until position is filled. To apply, send a letter of application and resume to: Massachusetts College of Liberal Arts, Human Resources, 375 Church Street, North Adams, MA 01247-4100 or via email to hr@mcla.edu.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Monday, June 30, 2008

hmmmm

so I just got this message from a girl who was in my group when I went to Italy, telling me she deleted me off of her facebook bc I am stuck up. hmmm. I was pretty surprised, and I don't know what to say! She said it was because I never talked to her but something I did say she took to mean I was making fun of her. Um. the first reaction would be to defend myself and tell her I wasn't making fun, or that I wasn't purposely not talking to her. But then, I feel like I don't really need to because our group was big, and we all had our friends that we grouped off with. I don't know. I do feel bad but if I was really stuck up then why would I have added her as a friend in the first place? I guess I just have to be extra nice to people who don't talk to me! you just never know when someone may care! hm.

ps--- I did apologize.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

DownStreet Art tomorrow!

Join us as we kick off DownStreet Art: A Celebration of Art in North Adams this Thursday, June 26th from 6-9pm. SEVEN new galleries and nearly TWENTY art destinations. Downtown businesses will join in the festivities byextending their hours and offering DownStreet Art specials. Come join the celebration!

Primary Secondary Volumes 1 & 2

Featuring work of 20 of the drafts-people working on the Sol LeWitt retrospective at MASS MoCA. 28 Holden Street

Maya III by Jarvis Rockwell

Featuring artist Jarvis Rockwell's nine-foot-tall pyramid covered withaction figures and a wall drawing.73 Main Street

North Adams Artists Cooperative Gallery

A member-run gallery showing local and regional fine art and crafts. 107 Main Street

MCLA Gallery 51 Annex

Featuring Lumens, an interactive light installation by artists MatthewBelanger, Sean Riley, and Ven Voisey a project of Networked Realities:(Re)Connecting the Adamses, a collaboration of Turbulence, Greylock Arts,and MCLA Gallery 51. See the work in progress and then join us again forthe official opening on July 10th! 65 Main Street

73 Main Street Annex

Featuring The Grandfather Paradox by artist Mark W. Mulherrin. 73 Main StreetArt

SpaceDrawings by Eric Rudd

38 Eagle Street

Papyri Gallery

Video installation by artist David Lachman 45 Eagle Street

Join MCLA Gallery 51 with the opening reception for Terms of Surrender,with work by local artist Rich Remsberg.

Other art destinations include North Adams Antiques & Gallery, Suncatcher Glass, Widgitz, IO Gallery, andMain Street Stage. And continue celebrating with some of the participating businesses. Shima,Crafty Creations, Second Chance will all have extended hours. ShearMadness will have free eyebrow waxing; Papyri Books will host a sidewalkchalk project; Moulton's General Store and I Got Goodies will have free chocolate and fudge samples; Cup & Saucer and The Hub will be offeringDownStreet Art menu specials and Cafe Latino will host the officialafter-party.

Don't miss out- come join the DownStreet Art Celebration!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

MAYA III

so today I helped Jarvis Rockwell put together the lastest incarnation of his famous work, "Maya." It's been in museums across the country and now it's back in NA, on Main Street for Downstreet Art.


not done yet.


one of my set-ups




Jarvis is my neighbor.
It was great.




Sunday, June 22, 2008

stormy sunday

so I was put in charge of cookie-decorating for gallery 51, for the downtown food festival.

This is how it turned out.


but it cleared up for about an hour or two and then....
his name is Ben, and he's four years old. he decorated & ate about 5 cookies. :)