Friday, August 17, 2007

I am not your señorita.

PA:
Kolok Gallery is having its Opening Reception for its
2007 Juried Exhibition
this Saturday, August 18, 5:30 - 8 pm.
It's early enough that everyone should be able to go!
and yes, I mean you.
Everyone at the Gallery, including me, worked really hard on it.

oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart.


It really needs to be September.
It's taking forever.

Actually it needs to be 2008.
2007 has not been good to me.
I had such hope... I thought 2006 was bad.
but 2007 is worse bc it is happening now.

we're concentrating on falling apart.


you what is giving me simple joy though?
BB8.
don't judge me.

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HA.
I laugh at myself.
when I don't feel like raging around the house
bc my wireless card doesn't WORK
and I have to reinstall my operating system
and my cell phone charger is shot
and siblings SUCK
and no one will leave me alone
and I have no peace.

I met a guy who was writing an opera yesterday.
I don't know why he told me about it.
But was enjoyable to hear about.
And I will probably never see it bc I have no idea who he is
and that is sad....


Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart.
and its all from watching tv,
and from speeding up my breathing.
wouldnt stop if I could.
oh it hurts to be this good.
you're holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always have to be honest
with the one that you love.
oh, so let it go..

we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe.
we're concentrating on falling apart.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

You know what?
If you were smart, never sign up for an online subscription.
Just don't.
I work for one of these companies, and it's a bitch to deal with the 5,000 unhappy customers.


........And WOW. Things are not getting better.

And apparently I am not allowed to talk to my best friend about it, either.
My parents found out and now they are super pissed.
Oh well.
I mean, I'm going to talk to my friends when something is wrong.
She could tell by my voice that something was up when she called.

And I'm still really heartsick for my BFFs/Phis in Cedar.

I could fall asleep for 1,000 years.

Monday, August 06, 2007

In spite of my rage...

Time to write an actual entry instead of just posting song lyrics.

Although
Those lyrics that I have been posting
have been absolutely perfect in what I wanted to say.


Just been working 2 jobs everyday....
I hate it when people ask me what I've been up to
because I don't really have anything to tell them.

Working for Eric, as usual, has been interesting.
His giant blue robot is now going to a museum in
North Carolina and we had to take it apart
to get it out of the studio.
"Like the boat in the basement," he says.
it was a bitch do, ugh, but oh well.
made it in the the paper.

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The month of July has been really, really difficult.
I've just been sick of everything.
Hating everything.
I'm glad it's over.
I can only hope August will be better.
A few things that are scheduled to happen
will improve things for sure.

My Chanel sunglasses help a lot, though.

Yes, they are real Chanel.

Harry Potter 7 was beautiful, p.s.



The world is a vampire, sent to drain
Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
And what do I get, for my pain?
Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game


Even though I know - I suppose I'll show
All my cool and cold - like old job


Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage